just post a video

Happy Birthday Hilman!

♫Selamat ulang tahun..... kami ucapkan

Selamat panjang umur.....kita kan doakan♫
Selamat sejahtera.....sehat sentosa
Selamat panjang umur dan bahagia♫

Selamat ulang tahun sayang!

semoga kamu tambah sayang sm aku, makin pinter, ga bolos2 lagi, yaa pokoknya yg baik-baik buat kamu. aku ngasih hadiah ke kamu cuma film doang, emg abal sih editannya tapi ini bisa kamu nikmatin seumur hidup kamu. mungkin bisa jadi emg aku bukan orang kamu satu-satunya, tapi setidaknya aku mau jadi salah satu bagian favorit kamu.

kalau kamu udah tua nanti, trus kamu nonton film pendek ini, kamu bakal inget lg sm aku. inget sm orang2 yg sayang sm kamu, temen2 kamu, masa2 kamu sma & smp. setidaknya aku mau barang yg sederhana ini bisa jadi kilasan kenangan kamu saat kamu tua nanti. makanya jangan diilangin yaaa

Bagian pop-up CD case:



















bagian pop up cd casenya emang bukan murni ide aku, aku tau dari gece kalo ada pop cd case. trus aku liat ke youtube kayak gimana bentuknya, selesai aku liat aku langsung beli bahannya trus bikin sendiri, ternyata jadi deh pop up cd case nya walaupun masih berantakan bgt-_-

kalau ngumpulin bahan videonya aku dibantuin sm farah, bella arab sama gece. aku ga sanggup nyari sendiri, soalnya udah pada pisah sekolah jadi ga ada waktunya.

Happy birthday 15th Nadya Gita Cendany!

Happy birthday 15th Nadya Gita Cendany!

she has a big eye, thick eyebrow, curly hair, and red cheek. if you meet her, you'll think she was twelve or thirteen, but she was FIFTEEN now! God, she's very cute and very young. she's older 13days for me. i think she's a good friend. she's kind, funny, jovial, and she's one of my trusted friends.

so, i made a present for her. well, it's may not be good or expensive, but i made it myself. i hope you'll like it :-)

maaf ya ce bikin behelnya susah banget :(

i made it from 'clay.' it's kinda of playdough but when it cooled, it will hard, but soft too. i added a key chain, so you can hanging everywhere you want to. hmm it's kinda like a clown of mcdonald bcs the colour, red-yellow-white haha -_-

once again, Happy birthday Nadya! or Gece hehehe :D

Happy Anniversary Hilman Hibabullah! ♥

aku tau, sangat sangat tau, kalau kita punya banyak perbedaan
dan karena itu, kita jadi sering berantem cuma gara2 masalah kecil

aku juga tau, kalau kadang aku suka bikin kamu bete, kesel, cemburu, dan ga ngerti apa yang kamu mau
yang pada akhirnya kamu sakit hati gara2 aku

dan aku tau, kamu masih belom bisa maafin aku dengan masa laluku
masa laluku yang akhirnya bikin kamu trauma
dan karena itu pula kamu jadi terlalu over protect sm aku


tapi


pasti kamu tau, kalau aku selalu sabar ngadepin kamu kalau lg emosi

kamu juga tau, aku bisa jadi temen kamu buat bercanda, sahabat kamu buat curhat, ibu kamu kalau lg ada apa2, dan pacar kamu yang selalu sayang sm kamu

dan kamu tau, kalau aku udah usaha mati2an buat berubah ga kayak dulu lagi, ga nyakitin hati kamu lagi, ga ngecewain kamu lagi

kamu tau, semua itu aku lakuin karena aku sayang banget sm kamu

aku peduli sm kamu


di bulan ke-5 ini, aku pengen kamu tau, kalau aku bener2 sayang sm kamu. jadi kamu gausah mempertanyakan lg rasa sayangku gimana. aku juga pengen kamu tau, kalau 5bulan itu ga bentar. aku pengen kita masih bisa kayak gini seterusnya


Happy Anniversary 5th months Hilman Hibabullah


maafin aku ya kalau selama ini masih suka bikin kamu kesel dan segala macem, aku juga udah maafin kamu kok. aku harap kita bisa satu sma man. jgn sering2 pulang malem ya, belajar yg bener biar bisa satu sekolah lg sm aku. kalau lg sm ibu kamu jgn galak2 ah, serem hehe. aku sayang banget sm kamu man. aku udah bikinin kamu scrapbook, aku tau kita masih belom satu tahun, tapi aku pengen banget bikinin kamu scrapbook. maaf ya kalau scrapbooknya kamu ga suka. aku sayang kamu xoxo

ini covernya, polos, warna ungu tua

dibagian cover kalo talinya dibuka, ada bagian pop-up yang keluar


page 1


page 2


page 3
bentuk hatinya bisa dielus, itu terbuat dr bahan jait gitu


page 4


page 5


page 6


page 7
aku sampe nyetak fotonya anang loh man krn ga ada foto dia di majalah hehe


page 8


page 9


page 10


page 11


page 12
ini kayak peek a boo gitu, jadi kalo gambar jendelanya dibuka ada foto kamu maaan


page 13
ini prinsipnya jg kyk peek a boo, tapi ini di tarik. aku bikin 3 bagian disini, bunga yg pertama kalo ditarik foto kamu skg, bunga ke-2 foto kamu masih anak2, bunga ke-3 foto kamu msh bayi


page 14


page 15


page 16


cover belakang

aku udah buat scrapbook ini dr satu bulan yg lalu, tp baru aku kasih sekarang pas kita anniv. maaf ya man kalo scrapnya mungkin kurang rapi, atau ada yg cacat atau kurang gimana. aku harap kamu maklum soalnya aku bikin di sela2 belajar, les sm ujian. semoga buku ini kamu jaga baik2, kalau lg berantem jgn diancurin ya man :p

aku sayang kamu hilman hibabullah xoxo

having fun with my scanner!

eerrrrr i was really bored with my books, so i searched something to play and i saw my scanner in the corner. and then some ideas pop-ing up on my head like 'tadaaaaa!' hahaha





this is my hand. i wanted to made 3 and 2 with my hands, but it was really hard. because at the same time i must put my hands on the scanner and pushed the button. maybe it'll easy if i use my foot too hahahaha


so i decided to made this:





this isn't edit, it's real my hand and the dinosaurus too. i painted my hand with bolpoint


hahaha so stupid and silly

My Precious Thing

langsung aja, pasti sadar ga sadar semua org pasti punya barang berharga

baik dari harganya, siapa pemberinya, kenangan dibaliknya, ataupun sesuatu yg dianggep sbg 'lucky charm'


intinya, suatu barang bisa sangat penting dalam diri kita karena suatu alasan yg bisa dibilang sangat melekat di memory kita ataupun di hati kita


dan barang berharga milik gue adalah..................





..............sebuah korek api


mengapa korek api? apa gue perokok? apa gue hobi bakarin rumah-rumah warga?


no, no, no, ABSOLUTLY NOT.




gue mengkategorikan korek ini sebagai barang berharga gue karena terdapat kenangan yg tersirat di dalamnya.



pada saat itu, kita (85 2011) membutuhkan sesuatu yg bercahaya, terang, aman dipakai, dan praktis untuk suatu kebutuhan dalam pembuatan yb.

alhasil kita gunakanlah alat canggih berupa korek api

selain untuk pematik api, dibawahnya terdapat senter kecil berwarna sesuai dgn warna koreknya (separti punya gue warna ijo, berarti senternya juga warna ijo) yg cukup terang



pada sore hari kita berkumpul di sekolah, dan disana WE HAD SO MUCH FUN
dari main sepeda, nge dunk, foto-foto, omg i think i really love my 32's family

dan akhirnya malam pun tiba, kita sholat berjamaah lalu dimulailah session ke-dua

dari yg ribet ngaturnya, laper, kaki pegel, sampe keujanan dan sesi tersebut harus tetap berlanjut meski keujanan


walaupun begitu, gue akuin, rasa kekeluargaan dari teman-teman kerasa banget


kita susah bareng, seneng bareng, kita solid meskipun kadang terdapat suatu salah paham


dan itulah alasan mengapa korek api dekil ini jadi salah satu barang berharga gue


tiap gue ngeliat korek ini, otomatis otak gue mem-flashback semua kenangan itu

kenangan yang ga bakal gue lupain
kenangan yang hangat meskipun sederhana
kenangan yang tidak ada duanya dan tidak ada gantinya
kenangan indah dalam menutup masa SMP gue


emang bener kata pepatah, bahwa "masa muda adalah masa yang paling indah"

sama seperti lagu alm. Chrisye, Kisah Kasih di Sekolah

kisah kasih di sekolah♫
dengan si dia...
masa-masa paling indah♫
kisah kasih di sekolah..........♫


ayah gue juga pernah bilang, bahwa masa-masa paling indah ya masa-masa saat kita sekolah. terutama SMP dan SMA. karena kita sama sekali belum mengenal yg namanya beban mencari nafkah, belum berkenalan dgn hidup secara langsung


kita masih senang-senang



jadi, hari ini, gue akan mulai hari-hari gue dengan sepenuh hati

tentu saja tanpa tau apa yang akan terjadi nanti



gue akan buka lemari pakaian gue dan berkata,


"kira-kira yang mana ya, yang bakal jadi barang berharga gue berikutnya?"

♥

the shortcut?

problems. depressed. stuck. crazy.


we all must have it



when we solved the problem, we learned how stay calm even the world gonna got you down, and that's when we learned to be mature


we're often feel despair, give up, or "omg. i can't take this any longer. it's killing me"


like we have walked a long time, and eventually only lead to stalemate.


she said, "i knew it. i know it and i'm still think i can do it, i can pass it. but now i can't. i'm such a fool. now i'm gonna take a shortcut. yeah shortcut. nobody can stop me now."


then angel of death came to her, he said "what kind of shortcut do you want to take?"

"anything. with a little hurts."

"hmm there's nothing like that. but, i'll show you the shortcut i have"


then the angel of death sang, he sang very melodious, but it's very creepy, pathetic, as if you thought he heard a woman screaming, then you feel you do not want to live anymore

♫.......A beautiful girl painted a pretty picture but with a tiny twist

.......The paintbrush was her razor

.......And the canvas was her wrist♫

♫.....the bestest mommy in the world

......kiss with a gun

.....1,2,3,4,5 bang!♫

.......oh no,

......her dress full of blood now

.......made the dress not looked pretty now♫

♫..........a men like a dragon

......out smoke from his mouth

....he smile, he laugh,

....and then his expression changed

......what? what did you say? i can't hear you

......his face turned blue♫

.....his lungs is black

♫......made he can't breathe

♫.....there was a girl

......who felt hurt that her friend betrayed

.......she said

.....you, my friend, i'll come back to you

.......then she jumped

.....but she wasn't dead♫

.......she had a wings

.....she was fly

♫......fly to the hell

♫......a little girl

.....she ate once every 3 days

.....always got a "blue tattoo" from her parents

.....sometimes she fu*ck with her daddy

.....slapped, burned, stabbed familiar for her♫

......every night, she was screamed

.....tried to escape

♫.....but she always lose

.....then she decide to hanging on the wall

♫..... now she felt piece in the hell

the angel of death said, "so, which one do you like?"

she said, "i don't know"

the angel of death, "okay then, i'll give you a times to think about it. if know what you want, just suicide then i'll pick you to the hell. use that time wisely."

then the angel of death was gone



she had made a decision, but first she made a letter why she wanted to dead. then, she told her boyfriend

"dear, i'm sorry i have to go. i want you to know, that i'm really love you. please, don't make anything stupid while i don't with you. i love you."

"where do you want to go?"

"to the hell, dear."

"then i go with you"

"don't be silly. you have a people who loves you. don't make them sad."

"then you have too. why you don't realize?"

"nope, dear. i don't have it"

"I AM. don't be so stupid. you'll fly, and i'll cry. but this isn't our last goodbye, cause i'll meet you whenever that's a heaven or hell, i don't care if i must leaving this beautiful world. for me, world without you will getting so bored and i can't live without you, dear."

"but, i won't you to dead..."

"so, don't kill yourself. your just wasting your time. please, we can marry, have a child, sit in balcon and our hair's turn to grey, then we'll die together. is that beautiful? i know you have a problems dear, but it's a part of the life. nobody doesn't have a problem. i promise always stay with you until you get bored with my face and no longer feel at comfort with me"



so, the girl didn't commited to suicide. now, she tried to be strong again with her lover in her side.





thanks to Hilman Hibabullah
xoxo